Almost 3 months

Haven't written anything here for so long~~ (those rubbish movie rating doesn't count). Came back for 3 months so far, it is 1/3 of a year~~ hv been doing a lot of things really, seeing quite a lot of friends, meeting quite a few new friends, hving feeling with 2 persons but nothing happened, getting some projects started, doing a lot more yoga. hvn't had any holiday almost, played some rubbish basketball, spent a lot of money, seen a few brillient movie, some crap ones, went to some very good restaurants and not too many crap ones, had some buffet that I didn't want to have too much and wasted money (maybe not my money but still a waste). Life is not bad but I don't feel I m happy right now... I need some change and I've got quite a lot of things are moving, but I still don't feel it, I m not satisfy... I don't know... maybe I just need a person that I like, to share myself... maybe just that... and to complete my life... Or maybe that's too heavy for everyone.