Yup, I have to say sorry, I haven't offer you a gift at your birthday. I HATE EXPLANING but I did plan to buy you gift before the dinner. Unluckily, I met you on the street by accident before I got into the shop I wanna buy things from. And when I left the dinner a bit earlier supposed to get you things, I couldn't find the gift that I wanted buy for you. Um... if you do care about this... sorry la...
Honestly, I do hate people bitching behind me... .\ /. it does annoyed me! I understand, to you, maybe it was just a way for you to show your concern to your friend. But maybe you are using a wrong way, at least for me... If you feel something wrong about me, you could talk it through with me directly. It doesn't help at all to gossip behind.
Well, gossiping is such a temptation.... we all do it~
Also, thanks for your reminder on my relationship with my mother... again, if that's directly to me~ um.... well well well~~ maybe that's all about misunderstanding~~ I tired to push myself talking to you on msn, but I just typed and deleted and typed and deleted... maybe let time do the work.....~ I cant pretend I haven't heard about that after all... and Stephane, that's not your fault... you just dont know the whole story... and... I know you do care about me and talk to me about this... I do appreciate it!!! I do love you~~
Have to mention, I still miss and love you guys (those who I may not find you often). I never really offer one of my best friend Tina (or maybe I did, but I cant really remember) anything, and I dont see her often, but everytime we meet or talk, we have a lot to say, and we know we care each other and understand both of us are busy, (dont even need to think of forgive or what)... Maybe even just once a year.... but we do appreciate the time we get together instead of blaming on the little time. Somehow, I think, this is way best friends should be, and it's act from heart~ rite?
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